Went for a swim on Sat with Sharon again. Not enuff rest and only swam 8 laps. At least it's better than nothing. After our swim we decided to take a look @ New Majestic Hotel. They offer very nice rooms but the price is also very "nice" lolz!

Sharon arranged to meet up with Lilo @ Outram. This is the second time I met up with her. I still dun get very good vibes from her. I still dun feel comfortable ard her. I really dunno why I'm feeling this way. Am I feeling bias towards her? I really dunno. Is it because she's a Scorpio? And I really know how a scorpio behaves and thinks? No matter wat I'll still accept her as long as Sharon accepts her. Or should I say no matter who she chooses I'll still accept the person whom she chooses to be with.

Recently the both of us have been talking a lot. Does this means we are getting closer? Where do I stand? How far have I gone into her life? She had mentioned tat i'm essential in her life but the definition of essential? Previously I treated her as my best friend but I do know that to her I'm not. Am I now? Well I've choosen to let go and let things happen. If is comes it comes. At the same time, is it because we knew each other for so long? Maybe now I do play a part in her life but I do not want her partner to feel that what I say may affect her decision with them. I do not wish to have her partner being nice to me just because they knew that I now plays a part in her life.

We do care about each other a lot tats for sure. I know I'll be there for her.

I had a strange, scary & intense dream on saturday nite. Woke up with a shock! Dreamt bout Sharon. This is the first time I had actually dreamt about her and I can still remember it so clearly even till today.