This is Shawn. My colleague. He always put on a happy go lucky atitude in front of us. He may always be smiling and laughing things off during difficult times. But deep down inside he maybe facing and going thru difficult times but it will never get him down and stop him from moving forward. I personally think that he's a very sentimental guy.

Shawn sms me last nite bout 11 plus saying that WangWang collapsed and bang his back. Says that he think that WangWang might be dying and needs to apply for a half day afternoon leave to send WangWang for treatment. Told him not to wait and it's better to send him in the morning instead.

This morning Shawn called office, I answered and he told me that WangWang had passed on. I can tell from his voice that he might have just cried and he sounded quite devestated. Called back to apply for full day leave to cremate WangWang in the afternoon. I dun feel too good when I received this news. It came as a shock to me too. Altho I'm not exactly close to Shawn but I do know that he does love WangWang very much. I didn't like the way some of colleagues making fun of WangWang's death in office this morning. It seems like none can felt what Shawn is going thru.

On my way back from dinner earlier this evening, I sent an sms to Shawn "Hope you are coping well" I do not know how or what to say to comfort him. He replied "Thk u praying downstairs nw! Only pple who haf dog will understld i guess" Suddenly I'm kinda overwhelm by sadness. Tears started flowing. Can't seems to stop. I felt the sadness that Shawn is experiencing. I do not know how I would cope if Miki were to pass on. It's not easy. Sigh!