Recently I've been trying to control my feelings. Quite unwilling to just let them go. Doubts are running all over my head.

I'm feeling so tired with my feelings. Do not know how to handle them anymore. I'm afraid. Afraid I would make a wrong decision. I'm afraid I would hurt myself and hurt others.

Should I react or just stay neutral? Fear is creeping in slowly. I'm quite so afraid to react. Should I just stay away? Is the person here with the right reason or just to fill up that temporary relieve. I'm all confused. I've got no one to turn to except here.

Wake up Karen. Wake up. Think straight! Get the right things done! Don't let your feelings rule your head. You just want a simple life. Nothing fanciful. Just needed someone true.