It's Henry's birthday today. He was not exactly feeling good a few days before. sms him yesterday to check on him to see if he is alright. No reply from him. sms him again today. no reply from him. Tried calling him but he hung up on me the first time. I was kinda worried and I tried calling him the second time. He answered but told me he's in a car and will talked to me later. Asked him why didn't he replied the excuse he gave was if he has the chance he would. Of all the excuses he used such a lame one? I can't believe it. How long would it take you to key in "I'm ok."??? It's just a matter whether you want to do it or not.

Well I guess he must be BZ or well at least enjoying himself on this special day of his. Guess what I got from him? Telling me that I had the chance too but i gave it up.

I'm really disappointed in him. What the hell is he thinking of? A mere concern for him as a friend and this is what I get. Does he really think he's such a big FUCK?

I'm really beginning to think that what he says might be good. A closure for us might just do the trick. Put an end to my misery for being kind and showing concern as a friend. I treated him as a good friend but does he? Mine's a genuine concern for him but is his genuine too? I just dun see why should I put up being hurt by him again and again. Well I don't see the need to find out anymore. Should have just kept you out of my life sooner.

Thanks for making me realise it today.