PHOENYX



Me & Best Fren

Lady Summer is bestowed on me by a newly found fren of mine. Well, I'll call him Phoenyx. Found this Lady Summer rather cute so I guess I'll just decided to name my blog Lady Summer. He has been a great fren indeed. Stuff he told ditchdog he would do for me...I'm glad to have them both to keep me afloat during this difficult time of mine.

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I'm rather sad today. Read an old blog of my best fren. I dun go reading pple's blog. Never had the habit. I really wonder what I've done the last time. I swear... I've never ever tried putting any doubts upon your loved one. I'm hurt... truely very hurt when I learnt about how you felt when I saw you blogging tat I'm putting you down and things I've said you termed as nasty. I've never meant it that way. You know I really never meant it tat way. I really wish you well from the bottom of my heart. I had said wat I mean. When I broke off with Henry you told me tat you'll kill Henry for me if I had asked you too. I really gave you all my heart where the frenship is. I've also told you I'll stick by you no matter wat happens. I'll go to the end of the world for you even if I had to.

Maybe we never did understand each other tat all. But we are so different yet so similiar in many ways. Believe me I would never put myself on a pedestal like you have said and put you down in any ways. You are someone whom I've always looked up upon.

I'm hurt. I could never imagine you had really tried to put doubts into my loved one. Honestly I do not blame you. I could never blame you. I could only blame myself *deep sigh*

I do treasure our frenship. I'll try to clear the misunderstanding with her this sat. I really hope tat nothing nasty would happen. I really do not wish to lose a fren whom we had lost contact for so long and finally found each other and we are gonna be lost again.

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I'm sorry Baby...I didn't trust what you've told me. But even so....We just could not salvage our relationship.