Mediation is tomorrow. I am feeling the pain in my heart again. I dunno what am I feeling but I just feel sad. I really do not know why. The pain is so bad that each time it just brought tears to my eyes.
I tried to be strong. I look ok on the outside but I am completely broken on the inside. I do not know how to fix this.
It took me 5 years to get over D. You came into my life and promise to take care and cherish me. I trusted you. 18 years.....
Now I am simply so afraid to trust anyone anymore.
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