He has always been a ray of light for me. The one and only true love that I had these past 6 years. 6 years 4 times I've gone back to him. Time and time again hurt has never failed to get me. Am I just being dirt cheap to keep going back to him? I've been accused that for the past 6 years it has all along been a one sided relationship. If I do not appreciate him I can leave. This is again too hurting for me. Why would anyone be wasting 6 years of her youth for this man? WHY? So this is call one sided?

This all boils down again to my views of being together. Is there a need to change so much for each other? Do you think you had changed for me? NEVER! Everything is just so temporary! Why am I giving in so much? I've never given in to anyone so much ever in my life. So who's the one changing? Sigh.... every little thing bothers you. You shouldn't even be on earth. The best place to be is to be in Heaven. Everything would be perfect for you.