I'm tired... Really am. How can I pick myself up? I'm tired with work, frens, relationship everything. Am I slowly seeping into depression? I'm trying so hard to keep afloat. Now I'm really beginning to feel this way.

i cannot function

i cannot even sit down

to figure things out

my hands just tremble

my chest heaves

my heart shrinks

my tummy feels cold.

i'm disintegrating.

Maybe now i fully understand how it felt. Mental support. I'm not getting any. Can't even open my mouth. Trapped! Totally Trapped! I can't grapped on much longer. Slowly losing my grip.