Went for theater play: Happy Endings: Asian Boys Vol. 3 @ Drama Centre @ National Library.

Great theater indeed but issue which the characters gotta face is no difference from any other gay theater which I've been to.

Real live issues which our Gay community is currently facing. Activist fighting for gay rights while the rest of the community just hiding behind the scene trying to be closetted and trying to be as low profile as possible about their sexuality.

How many actually stood up for their rights? How many hetrosexuals actually treat homosexuals equal? Who actually planted the impression that it's wrong to be homosexual? Homosexuality is bad & evil? Why can't the society be more gracious in acceptance of homosexuals?

There are thousand and one reasons to be homophobic. But is there a need to condemn the Gay community? Till this date it is still left to be debated.

Pain there was, and more so,
Hope because you loved me;
Your laughter made my love grow,
'Till love was all I could see.
Love like the sunshine on a summer's day,
Love that transforms and - sustains in every way;
And could I tell how much I cared for thee?
Can a flower be told sweet nothings by the bee?
No, words won't do, not this time, even though,
I love you more than you can ever know.

Saint Theresa's Prayer

May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.

Why?

And if not why then how,

Does this all happen,

Endlessly?

Or do we end,

Exhuberance giving way,

From nothing to nothing,

Forever?

Hold someone's heart close to yours if its meant to be...

Let it go gently if holding that heart hurts you.

I'm tired... Really am. How can I pick myself up? I'm tired with work, frens, relationship everything. Am I slowly seeping into depression? I'm trying so hard to keep afloat. Now I'm really beginning to feel this way.

i cannot function

i cannot even sit down

to figure things out

my hands just tremble

my chest heaves

my heart shrinks

my tummy feels cold.

i'm disintegrating.

Maybe now i fully understand how it felt. Mental support. I'm not getting any. Can't even open my mouth. Trapped! Totally Trapped! I can't grapped on much longer. Slowly losing my grip.

Feeling so trap somehow somewhere! I can't seems to figure out anything. Seems to be suppressed by something. Maybe due to work and someone. Work I still can handle it but that someone seems to be adding unnecessary pressure on me. Is it really tat necessary to add pressure to me and make me take note of every single minor details? Best of all. I'm not even a detailed person.

This should have been my attitude all along. Why should I give a damn bout it? All are so fucked up!

Andy Rooney says:

As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:

A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, " What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.

If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting.

A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom.

Woman over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think you can get away with it.

A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her best firend because she doesn't trust the guy with other women. Women over 30 couldn't care less if you're attracted to her friends because she knows her friends won't betray her.

Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 30. They Always Know.

A woman over 30 looks good wearing bright red lipstic. This is not true of younger women.

Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 30 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.

Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk and if you are acting like one! You dun ever have to wonder where you stand with her.

Yes, we praise women over 30 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed hot woman of 30+, there is a bald paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22 year old waitress.

Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free". Here's an update for you.

Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage, why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire PIG, just to get a little sausage.