Spent the whole of Sat. shopping and putting up the christmas decoration in the office. My first attempt setting up the Christmas Tree. Not exactly 100% satisfy with my deco but well I think it's a good try tho.

I've not told anyone that my favourite festive season is actually Christmas. I've always love Christmas. The Christmas tree, lighting, the feeling of giving and the warmth feeling of having a nice Christmas dinner with the pple you love and opening up of presents under the Christmas tree.

I've only experience this once when I was little very little. At my cousin's place. It was a nice feeling which I've not forgotten till now. After tat memorable time, I've not given a chance to experience it again. My family practically does not celebrate any festive season other than CNY. A season which well.... dun really enjoy. Bascially to me it's just a season for the hypocrites whom have no choice but to succumb to the tradition.

I really hope to have a chance to spend Christmas in some place which will snow with someone I love. Maybe some place in States. Having a christmas tree by the fire place and opening up presents on boxing day. It's a dream which I do hope it will come true.

Christmas is a day which I hate to spend it alone and I've always have. It's sad isn't it? Well nothing is very much happy in my life anyway. Alone is what I've felt all my life. Everyone seems to have a motive in everything they do. I'm feeling so sick at times. Why pple can't do things with sincerity? I've not done anything to anyone with any ill intention in mind but I do not know about others. To me...human are actually the scariest living thing on earth...definitely not those man eating creatures.