6 Jul 06, 10.31am
If can we come out for coffee one day k? =>

6 Jul 06, 10.36am
Glad to still have you =>

6 Jul 06, 10.40am
Sometime it's nice to have another friend to talk to =>

6 Jul 06, 10.46pm
Actually .. you know wat I really miss a lot... Its the period before we were together. As friends going out .. Crystal jade... Movies...

6 Jul 06, 10.54pm
no doubt that that's the main draw.. but really ... I do cherish your company and I've always been envious of your friendster pics.

8 Jul 06, 3.01pm
Wat you doing today? =>

8 Jul 06, 4.38pm
Last time saturday was our swimming day or was it sunday?

8 Jul 06, 4.47pm
Oh.. Silly me used to make my way Bukit Panjang all the way to Tampines for you =>


Why do you wanna bring up the past again? Or you just needed someone familiar to talk to? Sigh. You are the one that choose to give me up in the first place. I know I'll never go back to you again even if you were to ask me coz I know myself that I won't be able to face the hurt you have done to me the second time. You are the second person whom have made me fell so deep. It wasn't easy for me to pick myself up again but I managed to do it and get on with life. Or have I not. Coz thinking bout you at times still brought tears to my eyes. Maybe we are only fated to be friends and friends only. But I know that I'll always have that soft spot for you. Praying hard that it will never be abused.

Surfing and chance upon this. Tho it's describing feelings for GOD but indeed it does describe how I feel bout him. Dun ever think he will ever understand.

Broadway Aida: Easy as Life

This is the moment when the gods expect me
To beg for help but I won't even try
I want nothing in this world but myself to protect me
But I won't lie down, roll over and die
All I have to do is to forget how much I love him
All I have to do is put my longing to one side
Tell myself that love's an ever-changing situation
Passion would have cooled and all the magic would have died
It's easy, it's easy

All I have to do is to pretend I never knew him
On those very rare occasions when he steals into my heart
Better to have lost him when the ties were barely binding
Better the contempt of the familiar cannot start
It's easy, It's easy

Until I think about him as he was when I last touched him
And how he would have been were I to be with him today
Those very rare occasions don't let up they keep on coming
All I ever wanted and I'm throwing it away
It's easy, it's easy as life

But then I saw the faces of a worn , defeated people
A father and a nation who won't let a coward run
is this how the gods reward the faithful through the ages ?
Forcing us to prove the hardest thing we've done
Are easy So easy
And though I'll think about him til the earth draws in around me
And though I choose to leave him for another kind of love
There is no denial, no betrayal but redemption
Redeemed in my own eyes and in the pantheon above
It's easy It's easy as life It's easy as life It's easy as life