A leopard can never changed it's spot. Thot something might change after all these years. But it's back to SQ ONE again! How come I'm not surprised at all?


Don't let someone become a priority in your life when you are only an option in theirs! How true. Damn! I got to get this into my brain!

Went for another birthday make over. Just collected my photos today. Not exactly that excited after the 3rd time. But just for keep sake.

He never makes time for me in the past. Recently he has been trying to make time for me but now is the other way round. I do not have time for him.

Yandi told me that he had chatted with him and he confessed that he still has the romantic feelings for me. Well guys chat... hmm...

Relationship has been a chore to me. I no longer know if I'm ever gonna be ready for it anymore. I do hope for it yet I do not dare to embrace it when it's here. Sigh!

Hmm... my laptop is dying on me. Need to get a new desktop which is good for my photo editing. But am really tight on my budget. Sigh.... that's the problem with no income. I don't even dare to think of installment.

When will my income start coming in? Need to work extremely HARD!


Silly! Should have said yes to Henry when he wanted to get me the iMac previously! haha!

I've just made another big decision in my life. If I wanna work hard I might as well work hard for myself instead of working for someone.

Another window of opportunity has opened up for me. Peter is right. Only with ample capital then will I be able to bring my hobby/interest further. I only hoped that I have a good mentor to guide me along.