I'm suddenly overcomed with the feelings of being so jaded about life! Why is this so? It felt so intense!

Why do some people make themselves sounds so selfless when the actual fact is that they are indeed selfish?

I'm tired once again! Sigh!

Forced by my mum to go 求签 on my marriage last year. It was a 上上签。It made me believe things could worked out. Now looking back I really feel silly that I was pinning so much on that little hope and faith that I had.

So now all the more it had made me believed that I'm not wrong being a free thinker! It's a real relieve that it didn't worked out. I'm pretty happy about it.

Just watched Ai-en (Lover) a Korean Movie. It touched me. I don't know how but well I can somehow relate to it.

Love one of the song in the movie. Managed to find it online. Have added the link to my blog. Click on it to listen to the song.

Don’t Walk Away Lyrics (Ae-in / Lover OST)

Singer: Cho Gyu Chan - 조규찬

I’ve been waiting

I’ve been searching for a beautiful one like you

I’ve been crying in the darkness

Like the bottom of the ocean

Please don’t walk away, ’til I melted by our dream

Don’t think I’m insane,

I just want to be loved.

I’ve been waiting

I’ve been searching for a beautiful one like you

I’ve been crying in the darkness

Like the bottom of the ocean

Please don’t walk away, ’til I melted by our dream

Don’t think I’m insane, I just want to be loved.

Am excited... Ping just sms me today that she had a drawing for me. That day she showed me her work. She had written a chinese character 乐 which was done in a very artistic way. Hmmm... told her I love it then she told me she would do something for me too. She did a 马 for me coz I was born in the year of the horse. Can't wait to see it. Think I'll frame it and hang it in my room.

Hmmm... do I have the time to collect it from her tomorrow?

Grrr! Need to meet Ah Ber, Zhi Chen & Jiachen tomorrow! Better dun be late haaha! Late comer blanja lunch... but dun really care! COZ girls are entitled to be LATE! Hmm... seems like those poly classmates I'm only keeping in touch with the guys. Totally have no contact numbers of those girls. Well.... it's not unusual anyway.

Just found out today that the oldest tree on earth is over 4000 years old! Amazing!

Not wanting to squeeze with the crowds. Decided to do our countdown @ Hui's place. Hui's not in Singapore and Ping is house sitting for her so we went over to her place to do our new year's countdown. Ping, Joddie Maz and myself!

Are we getting old or wat? haaha! Went groceries shopping and decided to cook dinner @ home. After dinner all of us went swimming, steam room & soak in jacuzzi!

Hmm... a nice little "not so quiet" evening together. It's nice to have our own girls gathering without the guys once in a while! =)

Happy New Year!

Brand New Year with a Brand New Start! =)