Went for a make over with my parents. Hmm... quite good with their poses. Should try to get one for the whole family.

Feeling good. Started Travel Photography. Interesting instructor. Really teaches us the art of seeing. Be more creative. Think I'll join his photography trip. Someone who takes his lessons seriously.

I've never felt so miserable in my life before. Today is the day which I've realised what a fool I've been for so many years. All along his only concern is about keeping himself happy everything about him. Everything he do is to his benefit. It is indeed a blessing in disguised that leaving him is the best choice I've made in my life. Shouldn't have listened to him in so many things. Doing things against my own will against everybody's will just to keep him happy.

I'll not owe you anything! It's you who owe me everything! I'm the only one whom you can turn to whenever your life fucks up! I'm the only one whom you can make use of. Indeed! What a fool I've been. All your fucking theory bout true love? It's time to shove it up your ass!

2 November 2007, Friday, 7.05pm his story... ENDS! I've finally woken up!