Before ............................ After

Going thru some stuff last nite. Guess wat I've discovered? A student pass which was taken in Year 2000 weighing @ 112kg!

Compared to the driving license photo which I had just taken in Jan 2007 weighing @ 89kg

Can't imagine how bad I looked then. Think I'm slowly gaining back my weight... better start my dieting and excercise soon.

DANG! Why do I have to fracture my taibone? Hope Ray can push me to excercise regularly. Gonna take part in this year end Standard Chart Marathon 10km fun run to kick start.

Went out with him on Sat. nite. He brought me to Sushi Tei for dinner. This is the first time I had such an enjoyable Jap dinner. I love the desserts. Had an enjoyable nite with him tho my feet almost killed me. Ended the day with the movie "Smoking Aces".

Tells me I'm irresistable.

Ray asked me out for a swim on Sunday. He heard me talking to Ray and got jealous haahaa maybe he's joking. Saying I'm talking so sweetly to Ray.

Swam for 3 whole hours. Arms aching. My freestyle sucks. Ray's gonna teach me more on freestyle next weekend.

Can't imagine I bought the Cat 1 Seat for 21 April and I actually missed it! There goes my hard earn $$ DANG! I couldn't hate myself more!

I love Beanie Babies!

Sexuality is Fluid

Whether You're Gay, Straight or You're Bisexual

You Just go with the Flow...

The feeling of being woken up by a kiss feels good!

Hand running thru your hair.

Makes you feel warm all over.

Finally managed to meet up with Yandi for fishing today. Johnson was there too. Had an enjoyable time hooking tambans LOL! Our catch for the day. Yandi passed me 3 rods! Yippie! Can go fishing anytime liao!

Met him during lunch yesterday. Happy! Have not seen him for a long long long time.

Met up with MZ for dinner. Sharon joined us later. Had an enjoyable nite. Seems like have not met up with the both of them for a long time too.

He missed me too. Jealousy is in the air.

He missed me.

Tagore once said:

The biggest tragedy is when I'm standing right in front of you and you do not know I LOVE YOU.

The exhibition finally ended yesterday. Everybody's totally tired out. We had our share of fun and frastration. Once I reached home I totally knocked out. haaha! Imagine when Johnson asked me to go for a movie and I still says ok. Once I reached home I KO immediately. When I received his msg this morning I can sense that he's pretty frastrated with me. Coz I fly his aeroplane on Fri and Sat nites. 2 Days in a row.

Had to go 扫墓 today. Waking up early today nearly wanted my life. But I dun have a choice. Once a year I can't have any excuses. Had to go Yishun and Bright Hill temple. The road to Bright Hill temple was super Jam! Mum decided that we better go grab some lunch b4 going to Bright Hill Temple as all of us have not taken lunch yet. Went to makan near AMK hub.

Guess wat? A sales girl from OTO approach my mum and intro her the OTO Flabelos. Mum loves it. The price is also pretty steep. S$1480. Goosh! Can't believe we purchased it! Anyway will have to split with my Bro. There goes the money I had intended for a new HP. But hope this does make our family healthier in one way or another.

On our way out of AMK hub, I saw Johnson with his potential gf. He seems so surprised to see me. Had a talk with him just now. Well maybe I'm kinda KPO. Asked him bout this girl. She wanted to commit but I guess he's not ready for it. He doesn't have the desire to love her and commit himself. He doesn't have the desire to love her like he wanted to love me. Told me that if one day I were to leave him or disappear from his life he will feel sad and lost. Hmm....