想

我又想他了。思念不好受。心很痛。真的很痛。本就不該動心。

結束

我和老大就這樣在今天結束了。媽媽中風。事業不順。經濟也不順。無法承擔壓力。以這個理由來跟我說分手。說沒法給我要的時間。對我不公平。這些都是老掉牙的理由吧。可能是確實但不合理。我能說些什麼呢？接受吧。要學會拿得起放得下。明天會更好 👍

然后……

歌，成了老歌

人，成了老人

你，成为了别人。

離婚後

離婚後的女人變漂亮。是因為結束了痛苦， 重獲新生？

可能就是沒了心傷也重獲了能呼吸新鮮空氣吧。也重新把重點放在自己的身上。愛自己多一點。

慶生

老大的生日。但卻是他請客。從不讓我還錢的他，今晚帶我去解決我的榴蓮之癮。😍

可以再度見面 😍

Circuit Breaker Phase 2... 終於可以在外飲食。我們又回到了我們最喜歡的奇味雞煲。

老大很認真的在煮給我吃 😍😍😍

TBL

TBL 聯繫了我。說想和我在一起。可是對的時間已過了。只能是朋友。緣份也只能到這裡。希望他能了解。

知己 💕

In order to keep ourselves sane during the Circuit Breaker 7 April 2020 - 1 June 2020, we make it a point to stay in communication. Nothing much just talked about food and daily nonsense we are going thru and whatever we can think of. I am glad I have them for the past 29 years of my life.

Life During Circuit Breaker

Into Day 6 of circuit breaker but I am into the 4th week of working from home.

It is not easy to keep myself sane. But got to keep myself safe. Not even ordering of food delivery. Just simple cooking at home. 

I hope this would be over soon and just hope everyone would just listen and stay home and not to wander ard. Put on mask when you step out of your home and if u are out remember to do your safe distancing. Please! 🙏

兔緣

Finally have the chance of meeting up with May Adrienne Lee who had helped me unconditionally one night when 德🐰 experienced his first GI. Patiently guiding me how to feel his tummy if he was bloated and how to give him tummy massage to make him feel better etc It was already 2am into the nite. I would always remember how I had no one to turn to for bunny advice so Iate into the night and she actually replies me very promptly.

Evelyn Yee who so willingly offered her place to help me take in 德🐰 when I had to move him out of my old place so very last minute when I do not have a place to house 阿德🐰.

These are few of those nice people whom I had met and came to know via our buns. I do appreciate the chance of getting to know you ladies in person.

Covid-19 的日子。。。也開心

那天玩了整天。雖然沒遊上泳但去唱了四個鐘頭的K。再去吃個晚餐宵夜 😍 整天我要做啥老大就陪我做啥。

Biggest Joke

Mediation today. Guess what. That bastard could not even afford a mattress. I seriously do not know what he can afford. I just take it as I am doing charity. I donated the mattress to him. A final farewell gift ba. If I am him I would be so embarrassed.

I am so glad that this is finally over.

真心

當你覺得你在溺水時，突然有人伸出援手。。。而且這只手又能溫暖你的心也能讓你感動。

今晚和老大聊了天。也幫我分析了很多東西。他讓我覺得什麼叫靠得住也讓我覺得什麼叫有擔當的男人。這是我重來沒在”他”身上感覺到的。因為重頭到尾他只會說而我根本看不見他的行動。

今晚老大又說了一句讓我感動的話。他在未來的策劃裡有我。雖然他說現在沒法給我任何承諾，因為他暫時沒法實現所以也不多說。 他不要給了承諾然後做不到。但他的真心我感受到了。

老大!謝謝你!

關心

昨天PO了這張照片。普通人都會問什麼壓力啦或是忙裡偷閒啦。

讓我驚訝的是老大只問我你的手指怎麼了？ 我突然覺得這才是真正的關心一個人。

有時女人要的不是金錢。要的只是那一點小小的關心問候就已足夠。

老大有做到。有感動。

是真愛嗎？

老大今天又說出讓我感動的話。

Says that he is not a romantic person. Doesn't know how to sweet talk. If this is really how he feels then yes I might have really found someone who truly love me for who I am.

重新開始

我想德🐰終於走出了對妹妹的悲傷。

從昨晚開始他突然開始猛吃 Hay 和 Pellets。就有如把一切放下重新生活。

有你的陪伴。Mi 也會加油的。

你是很棒的!

老友跟我說，他替我感到很驕傲。因我勇敢的踏出我這一段艱難的婚姻。

他也說別再自責如何瞎了眼選了一個這樣的男人。要告訴自己是很棒的。選擇離開不是一件容易的事。但我做到了。

謝謝你的鼓勵。